their dazzling tale

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Hey there delilah

I took this off a fren's blog. Thought it might be useful for huilin and mfen who's leaving NUS *sobs for NTU! *even more sobs

At first, i dun understand why they want to go NTU. It's like "land of the toots"
(no, i din say that, dun shoot me!) lol!

It's only after i viewed this video, then i finally understood why. Both mfen and huilin haf a fetish for sexy, balding, hairy though indian lecturers with an accent.
It's ok, we understand. Everyone haf different taste. Its just that their taste is just errr... more different. One man's poison is another's meat. Dun worry, we promise we won't ostracize your future husbands.

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAH!

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

lol!! stupid ham chi lian! u rly can connect ANYHING/EVERYTHING under the sun to my context huh! haha. i can see suaning/teasing ppl is yr lifetime hobby. nxt time ar.. i ll get back at u!haha. ohhh.. u r in camp now! whooo noess? mayb YR SPECIAL senior senior senior is right there waiting for u?perhaps he ll be yr special DATE? LOL. rem: DON BLUSH HOR! haha.
Yey! i still can enjoy my peace!

hmmm...i went to night safari last sun!! haha. its was a very short trip! cos my sis was late. why was she late? haha. its becos gave her e wrong bus direction.hahaha. Night safari is kinda pathetic. in the sense tt almost all the animals are ASLEEP! hahaa. u call that noctournal? we travel all the way to tt ulu mandai jus to see notournal animals deep in slumber!haha. ironic! ohh. the only active animal is the sugar glider. very small n cute.actually it jus looks like a hyperactive squirrel! n guess who adopted them? .... COCA COLA! hahaha. tt explains y they are so AWAKE - the CAFFINE! haha!
and u noe tiger balm actually adopted a malayan tiger? rly 名不虚传. hahahaha. wad a marketing strategy!

i so wan to go to the zoo. there ll be loads of pretty creatures ard! BUT i HATE the stupid FLAMINGO! haha. pink smelling lanky and digusting. haha. i hate ALL birds! lol. oh i jus rem tt one of the trails in night safari has flamingoes. err.. since when did they become noctournal?

haaha. i starting to dislike work now. cos its all manual labour! super tiring can! i have to carry the files to n fro, frm the cabinet to the compactor, fold the holders, climb up n down the ladder etc. haha. totally shag aft the day man. no more sitting down in the comfort of my chair and surfing the net, listening to music, WATCHIN K DRAMA blahh! ( ok, maybe before boss arrives for work. like now! LOL!)

when can the lians meet up again? haha. gss is ending and i still haven stock up a single shirt for uni. great.

i am hungry! and i miss toasting BUN!! lol. no tiime at all!

argh. time to do packing. boss will appear anytime. Ass off the chair now! LOL.

bunbun~

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kym: my beloved jie-jie! you're super pretty and when u smile you have like folds on ur cheek that makes u look like a kitty! super cute and that's what makes you special! thanks for treating me like ur little girl and doting on me, giving me advice, supporting me and cheering me up! i will always rem what you tell me - shopping during sales, go overseas to experience life, have a more positive outlook in live, eat more at the engin canteen (lol) and lots lots lots more that i can't possibly list all here... i'm rly glad that i've met u and u've definitely been a great influence in my life! hope we can still keep in touch and i'll miss u loads!

ann: super cute, friendly, sometimes blur drama queen! i think you should rly become an actress! you're so pretty and drama! haha nvr fails to brighten up my day with ur funny expressions! and you're a fellow sugar-addict! (: thanks for the doll which you bought for me and got everyone to write on. oh and your hand-writing is super nice too! :O we're so similar! lol! hope we can meet up soon!

stacy: the first girl who asked me to join them for lunch! takes care of me like a little girl too! haha remember when you wld take fish for me at the indo restaurant and make sure i try a bit of eveything! (: continue staying funky and funny, all the best for ur studies and wish that u and ur guy stay en en ai ai!

joyce: my sup who has been nice to be from day 1! thanks for being patient with me and not once blowing ur top at me though i kept screwing up things at first (: and thanks for nt overloading me with work and making sure i go for my lunches on time!

danielle: who is in some part of india which he is not sure of! haha trust you to always be so blur! haha my first and probably only italian friend, who eats a lot! (according to joyce, after he left, the pantry food hardly needs replenishing) i really din know you are that young la, haha. at first i still thought you were kinda pyschotic la, but i think maybe i'm nt used to the friendliness? lol. all the best for your studies, and meet up if u come back to s'pore k? ;) and i agree with kym and stacy, you still look the best, if you say nothing at all! haha

boyd: serious guy at work and talented! dun get to talk to you a lot coz you always look so serious at work,(that's a good thing k, working hard!), except for the few times we sat nxt to each other during lunch and at ecp. you're a rly good at your guitar! really had a good time at ecp singing along, laughing, walking (nt rly la, but still). oh an avid photographer too! can always catch pple at their best angles! i want my photos lei, send to me! haha.. work hard and i know that one day you'll sure become one of the most outstanding landscape archi ard! (:

charisse: the preeeettyy girl with character and personality! i think you look like those ms s'pore contestants - tall, big eyes, nice features, flawless skin. always concerned abt me, esp the cpf thingy lol. thanks for remebering! i'll go check it out real soon! stay pretty and hope you can do what you really like (:

vivian: who calls me her xiao lao shi. coz i teach her eng phrases here and there. you learn really fast! bet you'll master the language soon! it's fun to have lunch with you, guess s'pore food is nt really for you, haha, but i think you wld find smthing u rly like bah, jus gotta keep trying! hope u enjoy ur stay here!

kelvin: the only guy who talks to me in chinese. haha even if i reply in eng. thanks for letting me have a chance to use my rusty chinese again, think i'm really like forgetting lots of chi stuff! tsktsk. mr nice guy, lighting up ur face with ur bright smile! also another guy who is rly serious-looking when at work, haha. effectively billingual with gd presentation and pple skills, and super hardworking, i'm sure you'll go a long way! i rem how i used to get slightly irriated when i hear ur name over the phone coz you have like a zillion phone calls a day! esp when u're out for meetings, the calls start pouring in.. haha. yes, i look forward to my uni life, and i will have lunch everyday! thanks for asking almost every other day.. haha

ian: the nice-but-a-bit-too-shy guy. (just quoting frm kym, dun kill me!) haha i think i hardly spoke to you except for a little at ecp and wishing you happy birthday (a decade older than me :O, lol) i looovvve the pooh that ann gave u! it's super cute la! haha oh, i'll try nt to grow up to nt attempt to crash other pple's parties for free food! lol. all the best for ur future!

tuan wee: i can't believe you're a mother of 2 young boys! you're like super slim and look so young, i wld believe if they say you're only like early 20s! you're super nice and i like it when you smile (: and you're you capable and talented! haha i hope my life can be as xing fu as yours!

jerome: the ac guy! i knew it lor, u jus have the ac look... haha nvr rly talked except once when i sat beside you during lunch, ur last day some more.. i think you're like super funny and a very interesting person to hang out with! oh and i don't think i ever told you before but i think u have an impeccable sense of dressing! no matter polo tees or a plain shirt u can carry eveything off so well! haha... hope you enjoy yourself in hk and chuang chu yi pian tian kong lai! (:

grace: when i first saw u i still thought u were a fresh grad or smthing! hard to imagine you're actually married and now preg! you're so nice, caring, pretty and sweet, i bet your child will take after you and be super adorable! take gd care of yourself durin this period, eat lots of nutritious food and make sure u don't over stress yourself! must send me photos of ur baby k! (:

ally: i think you're so pretty esp when you like put on light makeup, makes your already very deep features stand out more! always busy couriering out stacks and stacks of document lol.. yah i'm already a very pro tea-maker! i can tell my chinese tea frm jap ones! (: nxt time when i go back i can make you some, hopefully by then there will be porcealin cups instead of plastic ones which threaten to crack! take care (:

sri: always nice and friendly, sometimes will meet you on 54 when i'm lazy to walk frm the mrt. and you remember my name though we don't rly talk much! tt's so sweet of you! (:

sanjeev: the new father! though nvr seen your baby before but i bet he's super cute! rem you said he jus started learning to scream... so cute! must be a little bundle of joy for you... haha you always like to say i'm quiet and anti-social! ok, i'm learning to be less quiet and more social! advice taken! (: wish that your baby and family is well and you'll get to spend lots of happy times tog! (:

idris: the guy who used to say hi to me every morning with danielle! don't rly know you much but thanks for being such a gentleman and opening to doors for me everytime or letting me walk first when we run into each other... haha it's coz i look damn frantic and fierce so u hafta siam but still thanks ya! take care (:

tanu: the girl with the sweet smile1 but when u get down to work you can be so full of power and so professional! thanks for always smiling at me when we meet in corridors! stay happy! (:

k7: the guy beside the email com! we rly dun rly talk but can see that u're a rly nice and polite person.. oh and u have rly neat and nice hand writing if i did'nt rem wrongly! all the best for u at tierra! (:

levis: the guy who joined even later than me and used to sit in the same office as me! before u abandoned me and moved over, making the office even more quiet than ever! haha always has a smile on your face no matter where i run into you and always willing to lend a helping hand like when i can't find the office keys :O haha... thanks ar or nt i'ld been stuck outside the office! (: stay happy and cheery!

lito: levis' lunchmate! we hardly talk la but can see you're nice and funny! hahaha... all the best in life ya? (:

chig: the very pro architect! you're like my idol career woman la, super zai when u handle your work! i hope i can have like 10% of ur zai-ness, i'll be happy le! hope you dun get too stressed by ur work, stay happy and smile! (:

zani: i remember you used to have this wide smile on ur face but dun rly see u smile that much durin my last few weeks.. no matter what must cheer up yah! be the nice, happy and funny guy you are and hope that your troubles wld be gone soon! (:

betty: enjoy talking to you during lunches. you're such a sweet girl, volunteering to wait for me so we can go lunch tog.. haha must learn to take spicy food here in s'pore, or nt u'll miss out on a lot of good food! hope u have fun in s'pore! (:

james: we hardly even meet coz u're always out for meetings and stuff, think we only talk when i need ur timesheets! haha saw u today but guess u can't recog me or smthing... haha anyway wishing you all the best! (:

mr toh: thanks for nt loadin me with work to do till the very last day! hahaha and you're always so polite and nice (:

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY:
boss and lady boss: thanks thanks thanks a million for being so so so nice to me when i'm at tierra! it's very nice to have someone ask how's your day and greet you good morning! i've really learnt a lot at tierra. thanks for giving me this chance to learn from all of you and thanks for being so patient and nice to me! there hasn't been a dull moment since i started working there coz i got to know so so many nice pple who are super nice towards me, i'm rly touched! i really enjoyed my stay there and hope i'll have a chance to go visit all of you pple in near future! really miss you guys a lot! tierra will always be part of my most wonderful memories ever!

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Monday, June 25, 2007

Hiiiii dearest-est lians!!!!

How're you lians?

I feel as though i've not seen everyone for a longgg time... miss ya gals! (: let's meet up soon, yeah?

cos' your presents are still with me!! LOL!

Will be going for arts camp tomolo. I dun really feel like going, but i qiang yi qi, i dun pangseh. hahah, anyway, smth caught my attention as i signed in to MSN.

If you look at sharon's msn nick, there's this phrase

"yielding to the 7 greatest and deadly sins in life"

This set the gears in my brain moving... I wonder abt the sins our lovely bao can do. I mean, she is so pretty, sweet, cute, kind and beautiful so wad sins can she possibly commit?

Finally, i understood. It is the sin of LUST!

LOL! Lust for senior senior!

tsk, tsk! *shakes head

how could you, how could you, oh my, oh my.....

HAHAHHAHAHAHHA!

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

yesterday was really officially confirmed my LAST day at tierra
yes pple, really really not going back le

and yesterday we had a 2hr lunch!
farewell, but not for me, but it's ok! i still got a treat nevertheless
when boss said it's at hotel rendezvous i still thought it was the famous buffet you know
end up bai gao xing yi chang! it's jus the rendezvous restaurant.
it's not bad la, and i was like super hungry, so everything tasted nice
and it's not that cheap la, if we went to the buffet thingy boss wld be like 700++ more broke in juz 2hrs
i never walked so much in heels in one day before!
and it's quite far to walk frm clarke quay to hotel rendezvous!
to and fro summore!

the walking there seems much shorter
maybe coz we were all looking forward to the food
talked a bit with the new archi
so funny, my last day, his first
he's quite cool, studied in south africa for 3 yrs before coming to s'pore
wanted to ask him more abt south africa if not for my beloved kym jie-jie
you know what you did! super pai seh can!
hahaha
grace is super xinfu! took a week off work to go sydney with her hubby
their last holiday before she has a kid she says
all the walking ard and exploring sounds super fun!

the food was ok, a bit spicy but still ok for me to take
betty couldn't take he spicy stuff so quite poor thing
charisse had to try them out first before betty can eat
charisse said she have high tolerence for like super spicy stuff then sanjeev asked is she is ure s'porean
s'poreans can also take spicy stuff k!
hahaha

the walking back was dreadfully painful, on my feet, and hot
sweating buckets and buckets
now we finally can appreciate the air-con in the office, though it is a tad too cold at times

*fen

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a customer gave me a personal tip of 4 dollars today :) it made my day, knowing that my services have garnered such appreciation from an otherwise complete stranger. talk about job satisfaction. of COURSE, i could always derive job satisfaction from an increased pay. but one has to search for alternatives when the most desirable option seems impossible.

today, 3 customers commented that i was too thin. i was secretly happy. im like, no kidding? cool beans! and what do you mean TOO skinny? there's NO such thing as TOO skinny. the lady told me to eat more. im like, no shit in hell way man.

my mother made me eat lunch with her today. i ate some boiled vegetables in soup. so i didnt eat dinner. i wasnt hungry. i did drink something though, and drinks contain calories too, unfortunately. every goddamned thing contains calories. when (and if) i graduate with a Food Science and Tech degree (or hopefully masters. ha-diddly-ha), i shall dive headfirst into creating zero-calorie alternatives for as many foods as possible. i love A&W diet.

on sunday im working from 9-6. im worried about dinner. i shall have to eat with The Parents. that means i have to Eat. nevermind. cross the bridge when i come to it.

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

somebody please kill me. i hate my life. you guys are probably used to seeing me write this. but you dont know the seriousness with which i mean what i write. may all of you have fun at the bbq without me to spoil it.

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wads the plan for todae? haha. taking half dae off to do up ms chan stuff! ahaha. when i told my boss i wanted to apply for half dae leave, she was super buay song. (cos i took 2 hrs off the day before to shop for all the materials) she said v rudely "要去哪里？! 你要跟我做完先才可以走 lea。" i was like okOKok.haha.like wth rite.

so whose hse shld we go to? durian said her hse sucks.ahaha. den left w ming and hua alr.haha.

blexx. my boss wans me to extend my working period to july! i dun wan lea. im so tired, i needa take a break! but shes indirectly forcing me. lol. see how lor.

hmmm.might be eating dim sum tonight w my sis n friend! love dim sum! haha. had pasta yesterday! biz's western food is GOOD!haha. i keep having high fat content diet. haha.

ohhh.. im gg the treetop walk this coming sat morn! haha. at macritchie reservoir! haha. so excited! i love nature walks, we can observe the whole ecosystem there, how it functions and see how the diff organisms interact. so interesting! i haven tried trekking in my life before! haha. hope my first experience will b fulfilling! haha. i CANT WAIT!
haha.den in the night will be the farewell bbq for miss chan. not alot of ppl are gg btw. so sad. i think the total no will be less than 20! wad kind of farewell party is this?

looking forward... to weekends! yippieE!

oh yea. wads w the msg hua hua sent? the eatin trip on fri?chalet? i duno. haha. whos tt? yr friend? lol. i think u send wrongly rite?

im hungry alr. but i forget to bring my bun along! bunbun has has no bun. time to find substitutes!

the files are staring at me! arH!!! gota pack them.

ciao~

- bunbun -

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

i have a date. haha. his name is kelvin. no, not kelvin soh, mind you. haha. he was a customer at andersens, and when i left the shop to buy dinner for them (of course not for myself), he caught up with me and asked for my number. and he dropped by today with his friends to have the couple fondue. haha. he said was i free on wednesday, he has tickets to watch fantastic four, and would i like to go? he and his friends were the last to leave =p i think he's kinda cute. heehee. he's a year older and in poly now.

im a little nervous. i havent gone out with a guy in such a long time. what do i do what do i do????? anyway i already agreed. i WOULD like to go out with him. but im afraid! i hope he doesnt want to eat dinner. haha. fat chance. im meeting him after work. i should bring clothes to change. oh crap, what do i wear? i cant remember how to date. i am pathetic. please please please dont suggest we eat popcorn or anything remotely related to food. sooner or later he's going to think im some sort of freak and will stop wanting to talk to me. sigh.

one lady said i had nice complexion. im like, sorry to disappoint you, lady, but thats either the booze talking or your contact lenses need major cleansing, or my blusher is of superior quality such that it conceals the fact that my complexion is, to say the least, FAR from 'nice'. but thank you, lady, i appreciate the compliment. haha.

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Monday, June 18, 2007

arhhhhhhhh! help! im so Sleeepy!!! must be the hongkong horfun i ate! too filling! now all my blood is channelled to my stomach for digestion. im struggling to keep myself awake at this very moment!

im seriously overspending! i went shopping last sat n sun. i spent a total of 200+ bucks! OMG. alot rite?! plus i gave my father an angbow for fathers day.lol. broke!

so what have i bought? ok, ill list them down, tog w the price.haha.

sat:
1. Adidas Sling bag. (smooth white w lime green rim) - $52
2. 2 fbt shorts - $20
3. Fathers' day cake - $22.80
4. 2 belts - $13

sun:
4. Shorts - $20
5. small handbag - $22
6. Ang pow for dad - ~200

yeaa, they all add up to a grand total of $349.80! OMG! u mean i miscalculated?? its not $200?!?! damn!!! shitterbug. *~@$#^!@#*%##^**

ohh..i ate korean food on sun!! w my babo chingu! haha. at novena! it was simply DELICIOUS! name of restaurant is : Han Sang Korean Family Restaurant! both of us ate bolgogi. i took beef and she took chicken. mine's yummilicious! hers a little too spicy. hhaa..its a set meal so it comes w a stoned pot rice! the rice tastes sweet! cos they added in carrot, sweet potato and pumpkin to steam! haha. yea.and the waiter will ask if u wan him to scoop up all or half the rice from the pot into the bowl. the remaining half will be made to porridge -simply by adding plain warm water. LOL. tts the first time i see such things. my idea of porridge is those soft mushy gluey kind.haha. not add-water-into-cooked rice. haha. the taste is surprisingly tasty! lol.
oh. and the korean barley tea is nice too! v unique taste. (has a faint aroma of coffee and tea.i dun taste my barley grains in there actually. LOL) we had the korean pancake too. but, it wasnt tt appetizing cos there were too many vege stuff inside. haha. i prefer the one i ate at crystal jade ginseng chicken the other time. lol

the meal was rather costly - $25. haha. tell me how can i not get broke like this??

anyhow, novena has this particular level where all the shop sells korean stuff!!! korean fashion shop, eatery, restaurant, beauty & care shop and SUPERMART! haha. my god! i was SUPER EXCITED! all the korean food is there! its like Little Korea in Sg! hahaha. omg! i feel the adreline rush! haha.

minnie is out in hk holidaying! so shuang! im trapped in this stupid humid ctry n freezing office! my boss doesnt allow me to take 4 day leave! so i cant go to the biz camp. well, she din rly sae it outfront n directly to me. but, if u noe her , u can sense the underlying meaning in her erm..witch-like laughter and in each and every sentence she says. more of like xiao li chang dao. (hidden chopper in the smile)

i wan to join cac camp! its starts frm 2nd july. ill end work by end of june! no more boss! haha.

OH! i jus remember sth funny! haha. jus now i was brushing my teeth in the toilet when my boss came out of the cubicle and began talkin to me while she looked down to wash her mug. i replied while brushing. the next thing i saw was: her hair was splattered w little bubbles of white foams! (from my mouth)*gasp* i was like WTH! haha. so in shock! haha.but i rly din see any visible thing flying out of my mouth! haha. i so wanted to laugh out loud but i cant. cos she was still talkin to me! haha. i think i aum chio while i spoke.hahaa. secretly praying tt she won look up into the mirror! if not she ll scream the hell out of me .haha. n in end, she jus walk out of toilet after washing! haha!!! lucky me! haha. tt sight was so hilarious la. haha. boss w foam ridden hair.hahaa.seriously, she looked like a lunatic. hahhaha.

okay. enough for the time being.haha. i must not b so evil. hahahha. opps.haha.

will be busy preparing for miss chan's farewell gifts! will get all the stuffs done by todae. den gota generate the price list for hweee. i need manpower! haha.

29mins more!
~ bunbun ~

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sorry guys, i needa rant
caution: intense whinings ahead, please press 'x' if you think you can't take it.

i woke up at 745 in the morning, dragged my arse all the way to the mrt station, squeezed with gazillion pple on the train to make it to clarke quay, waiting forever at the busstop for the bus beside a mad guy cursing at every vehicle which passed by.
i picked up a zillion phone calls and got shouted at by stripes while the new recep hid at some corner claiming she was arranging the shelves, posted hundreds of letters, couried, excel, waited for pple to collect documents, tried 50 keys jus to get the right one, ran all about both offices in 7cm heels, starving for lunch coz i cant find my beloved lunchmate, and is currently feeling dizzy and low on blood sugar. oh i found my lunchmate, she left without me, great. i'm not that hungry anyway.

while HE on the other hand, made 3 consecutive calls to ensure that i knew how to follow simple instructions which does nt even require a brain to figure out, treats me like a brainless bimbo, strolls in happily at 1230, looking like he jus woke up with hair untidy and crumpy shirt, throws his things on the table, smiles at me like i'm a brainless bimbo, and goes out for lunch, not without inviting everyone to lunch, treating me as invisible, not that i want to have lunch with him, it just spoils my appetite.

tell me, which part of this sounds fair?

and HELLO~ i do have a brain, mister. GRR.

*fen

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

i want to kill myself i want to kill myself i want to kill myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fricking hell my mother found me trying to throw away my food. i hate her. i hate her sneakiness. i hate all of them. i hate everything in this goddamned world. now shes going to make me eat. she's going to watch me put disgusting food in my stupid mouth. she's going to make sure i dont throw it all up after. i hate her i hate her i hate her. she fucking sucks. i hate everything. go to hell, everything and everyone. what do i do she went to buy stupid food from downstairs and i have to eat it. I HATE HER IM GOING TO THROW AWAY ALL THE FOOD IN THE FRIDGE.

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Friday, June 15, 2007

is this blog still alive?
*sobs*

i've been sitting here for the past hour listening to 2 grown man quarrel
it's nt even interesting i tell you
it's like some squabble
*yawn*
boring guy no. 1 comes to talk to me after quarrelling
i hate it when ppl ask me about uni
apparently he thought that i was a brainless bimbo and was shocked to hear i even qualify for uni
wow
i dun like talking to him
reminds me too much of my scholarship interview
blah.

all is quiet
i'm meetin minnie for shrek at 5
i end work at 5
tell me, does anything sound wrong?
shrek! you expensive creature
probably gonna cost me like $15 plus cab fare!
mingfen is PRO, but she is broke
so she can't treat minnie popcorn
(:

and they start talking yet again
tennis this time.
*yawn*

time to plan my escape!

ian's birthday today! 29th! :O old le
like a decade older than me, tsktsk
happy b'day mr nice guy! though you won't get to read this!
haha wanted to wish you at the pantry but you went off so fast
i dun bite la, why so scared of me
GRRR
opps
i mean *mew*

*fen, feeling super RANDOM :P

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Friday, June 8, 2007

i seriously think that there is something wrong with my life, like something lacking or something
i think i hafta like find it out soon
it doesn't make sense why i am feeling so sian most of the time
life isn't supposed to be like that
i should be like happy enthu everyday having fun
yup
its funny how huge the problem is supposed to be
its like a problem ... with life
which is like life = everything
so essentially there's a problem in everything
isn't it scary and funny
*fen, lost.
fatal mixtures:
caffeine + an empty stomach
caffeine + alcohol
caffeine + alcohol + a hangover + a broken heart

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Tuesday, June 5, 2007

i kind of like this song. Very old alr. 1984. haha. our senior! haha.
the lyrics' rather meaningful too. his voice and the way he sings it w emotions sort of draws u into the song.
on the other hand. take a look at the mtv. haha. its FUNNY. a COMPLETE mismatch of the tune n lyrics la! the starting part is like some Boring sci fic documentary. haha. and for some parts, they really, LITERALLY show wads in the lyrics. eg You're a candle in the window On a cold, dark winter's night.
so dumb can! haha. go see for yrself!

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Can't Fight This Feeling - REO Speedwagon

I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show
I tell myself that I can't hold out forever
I said there is no reason for my fear
Cause I feel so secure when we're together
You give my life direction
You make everything so clear

And even as I wander
I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door

Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find

And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

the vid:

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u can turn off the monitor while listening.haha
sayo!
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im hungry again. not fair. i dun see y i shld hav a big appetite!
had lunch at clementi todae! haha. my colleagues and i did some short grocery shopping (aft lunch)for the pantry too! haha, now its filled w food! what a delightful sight!

last week seemed rather hectic. everything just whizzed past. haven really got the time to sit down and reflect. im on a bullet train ride.

how do u noe if u ve made the right decision? wad if its only a moment of impulsiveness? when the heart and mind comes into conflict? whos advice shld u heed? take a step at a time and see whats next in line? blexxxhh. like i noe.

oh yea, miss chan is leaving sg for further studies! for 2 years. so sad. i kind of like miss miss chan and Will miss her when shes gone! haha. but come to think of it, during these 2 yrs, i ve only seen her twice.hhaha. our cls will be holding a farewell bbq for her! MUST GO k!!
oh. and im helpin huishan to think of the gift(s) for miss chan. sth rly memorable and not so bulky so tt she could bring over to aust? u girls mind to help me out? haha. thanks!

sch's gona start soon! shld i go for camps? lol.

Whos gg for camp anw??haha. update mee!! lol

yea. and thanks Ham Chee Lian for buyin the stuff back frm tw!! thanks coolie?! haha. :X i noe u r one nice soul!! hugs! :)

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Saturday, June 2, 2007

very 1st thought after reading bunbun's entry...

SUNDAY u have a wedding to attend?

you mean like the SUNDAY we were supposed to go cheenatown to see the bullcarts?

Dollie~ i LOVE my dollie~
isn't she cute?
it's my farewell gift frm the nice nice colleagues (:
and the whole frame of well-wishes!
haha i feel loved!
and you were right, they rly can't bear to see me go.

and minnie's back from taiwan with gifts for us!!
a cute hp pouch each and a erm... biscuit of some sort... haha
i bet it'll taste nice, haven't tried it yet though, haha

i hate endings/partings
i'm such a emo freak :(
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Friday, June 1, 2007

nus gave me biz ad!!!! haha. hooray! its like FINALLY!!! i was over the moon when i saw my online application status on wed! haha. but the letter issnt here yet. im still waiting for its grand arrival. im crossing my fingers, for i hope that there are no other conditions attached like a compulsory minor in chinese (lit/lang/studies). that was what happened to my sis. she was forced to take up chinese studies in order to enter fass. sobs.

gosh. why?! why do i hav to work in artic! its extremely COLD here! cos its gona rain soon. DAmned! i sealed the 3sides of the air con ventilation w masking tapes. and todae i improvised it by pasting paper so tt 90% of the cold air can be blocked out!(and channeled to my boss' area! hehehe) but all my effort has gone down the drain! the tapes dropped out! argh. stupid! its either the tapes are lousy or its so cold until e tapes lose their sticky-ness. it MUST be the later.

haha.yest was so fun! me n kar met up. and we headed to our usual place - kino's lang section! haha. we were reading jap aloud fr the book. den kar found this very cool book which had lover's language and curses and insults. hahaha. so its like sex lang and vulgarities in jap.hahahaha. kuso! kande! damete! ikkenai! ikoiko! hahaha. i like kande most! hahahahaha. den we went ard speaking korean jap and canto. ppl are like staring at us! hahahahaha.
and and. COCO DIVINE frm deli isnt any bit divne. oh. maybe divinely awful. if u are thinking tt its a chocolate flavoured dessert. den U R perfectly WRONG. its COCONUT! i got cheated too! ARGH. :(

last week, me and godbro walked the whole of geylang jus to find his tian ji zhou. haha.like wth rite. i was so shag until i couldnt even speak a proper sentence! we took a cab in the end (which u-turned) LOL. tt was my first time eating lea. haha. so sua gu can. lol.

oh yea. billy bomber's porkribs and milk shakes are nice! haha. i miss kenny rogers' chicken wings and corn muffin! (i ate tt when i was in j1!)

haha. im gg to attend a malay wedding this coming sun! so exciting. i love inter racial events. haha.

i got called over by the boss. she wans me to clean up the pantry area. ( cos there are ants!) cleaner soh is here! haha.

going shoppin w colleague ltr. i've forgotten all abt it until my colleague reminded me this morn! opps :x

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